Rindu

Dear night, 

I don't know what's in my heart. This kind of feeling...
It's aching 
It's so deep
It brings me to tears
Knowing that I'm probably not going to see them again

Everytime I open my eyes when I wake up
Looking at the window
Seeing how the trees dance
How amazing the sun shines
How beautiful the birds sing

And everything goes wrong all of the sudden
When I remember about you
How you come so deeply into my heart
How I cherish our time together in the past

Hearing the raindrops out there
Realizing our times are not going back
Looking around my room
Remembering how you did laugh
How you did teach me
How you did motivate me
How you did smile at me
How you did grab my hands and even hold me

Those moments
Even money can't buy
Even words can't describe
Even the sky is cloudy not knowing how to react
Even songs are out of words

How I miss you so much
Knowing that those times are not coming back
Is worse than anything I've ever imagined
Knowing that somebody else is seeing your smile
While I am not 
Hurts so bad I couldn't explain

I have let you go
I have accepted the reality that we can't always be together

Now fly away

Thank you for brigthening my way to the future
Thank you for being someone I can love when I didn't have one
Thank you for struggling together
Thank you for being my motivator


Thank you for being my teacher.


Dear night, please tell them I love them
Even when they don't see.....

 

Good night everyone :')